cool huh? but my mom will lecture me for 100 hours for getting another evilish tattoo again, my dad asked me to get a cute tattoo…like butterfly and I was like wtf!?

Thanks to the stupid last minute announcement, I wasted nearly 2 hours onna road watching people rushing to the petrol station…

I’m going to India for 1 week for a company trip soon, been damn busy with work and personal life lately, rushing programs to be shown during the UAT in India.

There’s too much of things clouding my mind lately, I get into a moody state easily, my mind wanders away so frequent, what’s left is an empty lifeless dreadful body. I actually don’t know how to handle what hits me, I tried to forget about it and go on with life but it’s just too difficult, lotta things can make me recall about the incident that had happened. Forgiving is easy but not forgetting totally about it, It’s still fresh…it takes sometimes to get over it I guess.

Waking up in the morning sucks, I have the tendency of dreaming about things that could relate to the incident. But anyway, since I’ve made my decision, I should really stick to it and work things out. Hope everything will be back to normal 6 months later I really hope you understand me and have the patience to deal with me, else this whole thing wouldn’t work, time flies and it’ll wash away everything.

Girl…this is for us.